I have thoughts. I have stuff I need to get out. I am not sure how to say it. I am not sure if what happen is worthy of talking about. I sort of played with someone on Saturday night. I am not sure if it was play. It was new. He didn't hurt me. He barely touched even me. He was able to put me like almost on a different plane just by talking. I don't know what to even call it. It certainly messed with my head in a good way.
I thought it was clear where we stood. I thought he was married, so just play. But recent convo has led me to think it may end up with more. I don't know how to deal with that portion.
For the record his wife knows he plays.