Monday, August 24, 2015


So this just a quick update.

I got evicted because I couldn't afford my apartment.  I need to get my bills caught up and spend more time workings.  I need to find a new job. 

I need to do a lot of things.  

Money sucks right now.

My cat isn't with me. She is at another place.  I am just trying to breathe.  I am sleeping on a couch right now.  I am just so tired of it all.

I am feeling suicidal but I can't say anything to anyone about that.  Perhaps not suicidal but definitely want to cut.  Far more than usual.  


  1. Oh my gosh. :( I'm just so sorry this is all happening Gaia. My thoughts are with you.