Catch up, living out of my car.

So I was staying with a guy who is dating a friend of mine and that was a mistake in itself.   

The guy I played with totally screwed me.  His wife didn't know.  He is saying I made it up and a whole bunch of other stuff.  I won't talk to him at all, now.  He used me.  The thing I I am not even mad he hurt me I am mad he hurt her.  

Back to the guy I was staying with he wanted me to cut my over time to clean his place, his chore list looked more like something to expect from dom type.  He also has made statements in the last couple of weeks that I needed to have my ass beat again, and he should just do it.  I decided I should get out while I had choice.  I am spending the night in my car with blankets.  It isn't too bad.  Tax season is right around the corner....  I can do this.   

Wtf was that? And Poly?

I have thoughts.  I have stuff I need to get out.  I am not sure how to say it.  I am not sure if what happen is worthy of talking about.  I sort of played with someone on Saturday night.  I am not sure if it was play.  It was new.  He didn't hurt me.  He barely touched even me.  He was able to put me like almost on a different plane just by talking.   I don't know what to even call it.    It certainly messed with my head in a good way.

I thought it was clear where we stood.   I thought he was married, so just play.  But recent convo has led me to think it may end up with more.    I don't know how to deal with that portion.

For the record his wife knows he plays.