Being alone

 I suck at being alone, on my own.  No one to take care of, to cook for, to clean for.  No one to tell me when to do stuff, to make sure I go to work.

I suck at not having someone there telling me it is Okay to cry.


Yes I am lonely, but I am pissed off that I can't do it on my own.  I want to do it on my own but I don't know how.

I don't know how to find someone.  I tried Cupid, it sucked.  I did Alt in the past and that was just bad.   I don't know how to date.

Life sucks.  I don't know how to make it better.

Ticks

Ticks is my kitty.  She has been with me since 2007.  She is my love.  She was there through an abusive relationship, through my healing of my head injury.  She really takes care of me as much as I do her.  She was five and half then, now she is now 14.  Enjoy a few pictures.

From May 2014

January 2015

June 7, 2015

She is still adorable!!!