We talked.

So D and began chatting here and there.  We haven't said a lot other than only friends. He asked me on the fourth to the movies but I freaked and said I had to clean my bathroom.   I don't want him as my master but as my friend. Or do I want him as more.  All I know is he is the only friend I have.  

Good news is I asked him to the movies tonight and he is too tired for them tonight too busy tomorrow.   

Or is that bad news.

I should have never gone ahead started my life again.  

I hate my job and I suck at it.  I sucked at my first relationship.  

I feel better physically.   Or can I just not feel it?